Have you ever met someone so special that your heart never wants to give him/her up ? The feeling is so exceptional, you know that he/she will never give you a chance but yet you still yearn to be by his/her side protecting him/her. Is this called gracious ? To be hurt one sided is also comparable to idiocracy. He/she doesn’t seem to give a total damn about you, or just treat you like an aquaintance despite that you still persevere on.
Is it so hard to let go and forget about someone so special ? Why is it so ? common question occurs when people look back into what have done, reflecting their actions as appropriate or not. But they never came to a conclusion and just blindly continue to think that if they improve themselves he/she might take notice of them. I wonder being mesmerized by someone has such an anguish effect, what if you fell in love with him/her ?
Will it turn out as a beautiful mosaic art piece ? Or just a nightmare that you mistakenly thought it as a beautiful dream ? Being called a friend by them is equivalant to they murdering your heart. No matter what word they put infront of the “friend”, be it special, caring or whatever. It all means the same…
[Quote] : Should i smile because you’re my friend or cry because that is all we will ever be ?